Flickering Faith
Your faith isn't broken - it's just out of balance
I help people decode and restore their flickering faith using a simple 4-element framework. No complicated spiritual jargon. No perfect solutions. Just honest guidance for your faith journey.
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Your faith isn't broken - it's just out of balance
I help people decode and restore their flickering faith using a simple 4-element framework. No complicated spiritual jargon. No perfect solutions. Just honest guidance for your faith journey.
Spiritually Homeless
For former church members feeling spiritually homeless.
Endless Searching
For seekers tired of endless searching.
Skeptic's Truth
For skeptics looking for simple truth about God.
Your struggles with faith aren't personal failures. They're simply signs that your spiritual elements need rebalancing.
Does This Sound Familiar?
Your Faith Keeps Flickering
You have moments of deep connection to God, then feel completely disconnected. It's exhausting living on this spiritual roller coaster.
External Seeking Isn't Working
You've tried teachers, methods, and practices, but still feel like something's missing. The seeking never ends.
You Feel Spiritually Homeless
Traditional religion feels outdated, but "spiritual" spaces feel complicated. You want simple truth about God, not systems.
You're Tired of Feeling Broken
Every spiritual setback feels like personal failure. You wonder if you're just not "spiritual enough" to maintain faith.
What if none of this means you're broken? What if your faith just needs rebalancing?
Faith Has 4 Elements
Just like your body has systems that keep it healthy, your faith operates through 4 essential elements. When these are out of balance, your faith flickers. When they're in harmony, your connection to the divine flows naturally.
1
FORGETFULNESS
The Sacred Ground
2
SEEKING
The Sacred Drive
3
BREAKING
The Sacred Surrender
4
REMEMBERING
The Sacred Recognition
Think of these elements like the four chambers of your heart—each crucial for the circulation of divine connection.
You're not spiritually defective - you just need to understand how your faith actually works.
The 4 Elements of Faith
FORGETFULNESS
The Sacred Ground
Being human naturally creates forgetting - it's not a bug, it's a feature. This element grounds you in human experience while maintaining your divine connection.
When Stuck: Complete spiritual amnesia, feeling totally separate from God or anything sacred.
SEEKING
The Sacred Drive
The divine compass pulling you toward truth. Even misguided seeking is your inner light calling you home to God.
When Stuck: Endless external searching, spiritual materialism, needing constant new methods or teachers.
BREAKING
The Sacred Surrender
Life's way of removing what no longer serves your connection to God. Not punishment - grace disguised as destruction.
When Stuck: Prolonged spiritual crisis without integration, or avoiding necessary spiritual molting.
REMEMBERING
The Sacred Recognition
Coming home to your divine nature. Not achieving something new - recognizing your connection to God was never actually lost.
When Stuck: Spiritual bypassing or complete disconnection from your divine essence.
The Movement of Faith
Faith isn't a destination - it's movement. Forgetting and Remembering create the sacred oscillation. Seeking and Breaking create the sacred motion. These aren't stages to graduate from - they're the eternal dance of consciousness experiencing itself through human form.
Forgetfulness
The natural experience of being human, which helps you connect with life fully while still holding onto your deeper self.
Seeking
Your inner drive, like an internal compass, guiding you toward what's true and helping you remember your core self.
Breaking
Life's way of letting go of what no longer helps you—a difficult but ultimately freeing process.
Remembering
Coming back to your true self, realizing what was always there.

Key Insight: "When one element dominates, faith becomes rigid instead of flowing. The goal isn't to stop the dance - it's to dance consciously."
Understanding this movement frees you from the exhausting pursuit of spiritual perfection. Instead of fighting the flickering, you learn to work with it, finding grace in the rhythm rather than seeking escape from it.
Which Element Needs Your Attention?
Understanding where you're stuck or out of balance is the first step to restoration.
Forgetfulness Assessment
  • I feel completely disconnected from God or anything spiritual most days
  • I can't remember the last time I felt divine presence
  • Spiritual concepts about God feel foreign or impossible right now
If High: You may be stuck in spiritual amnesia - comfortable hiding from divine responsibility
If Low: You might be avoiding the grounding that being human provides
Seeking Assessment
  • I'm constantly looking for the next spiritual method or teacher
  • I have spiritual FOMO - always worried I'm missing the "real" path to God
  • I can't sit still without doing some spiritual practice
If High: You're stuck in the quest - seeking has become identity instead of tool
If Low: You might have given up on spiritual growth or become spiritually lazy
Breaking Assessment
  • My old spiritual practices have stopped working
  • I'm in a period of spiritual crisis or dark night of the soul
  • Life keeps forcing me to let go of things I thought I needed for connection to God
If High: You're in active breaking - this isn't punishment, it's grace
If Low: You might be avoiding necessary spiritual molting
Remembering Assessment
  • I have moments of deep knowing that I am connected to the divine
  • I trust my inner guidance more than external spiritual authorities
  • I feel connected to God without needing anything external
If High: Beautiful remembering, but watch for spiritual bypassing
If Low: You've forgotten your divine nature - the most painful imbalance
My Mission: Helping People Remember Their Divine Connection
After 44 years of spiritual seeking that left me more confused than connected, I discovered that faith isn't fragile - it just has a structure most people don't understand.
I spent decades chasing God everywhere except within myself - through substances, teachers, ayahuasca ceremonies, and endless spiritual practices. I even worked for a revolutionary Kabbalah teacher for six years in California, always seeking the next breakthrough.
Until life forced me to remember a simple truth: I was never separate from what I was seeking. The flickering wasn't failure - it was part of the divine design.
Now I help everyday people decode and restore their faith by understanding how it actually works. No complicated systems, no spiritual jargon - just the simple framework of how divine consciousness operates through human experience.
If I can remember my way home to God after 44 years of seeking, so can you.
My Journey & Approach
My approach is grounded in 44 years of personal spiritual seeking, including recovery from spiritual substances like ayahuasca and MDMA. This taught me the difference between seeking God outside myself and remembering the divine within.
Simple, Profound Truths
The most important spiritual truths are often the simplest. They get obscured by complex religious doctrine and New Age confusion, which I help people cut through.
Decoding & Restoring Faith
My work helps people bypass the spiritual noise to reconnect directly with their divine nature and understand how faith actually operates in daily life.
Ready to Restore Your Faith?
Free 20-Minute Faith Restoration Session
Get personal guidance mapping your unique faith journey. First session is always my gift - no obligation, no pitch. Just honest support for wherever you are right now.
  • ✓ Identify your stuck element
  • ✓ Personalized plan
  • ✓ Safe, judgment-free space
WhatsApp Spiritual Guidance
Prefer async spiritual guidance? Send me a voice note or text about what you're facing. I'll respond with a personalized reading or reminder to help you remember who you are.
  • ✓ Quick spiritual check-ins
  • ✓ Voice note responses
  • ✓ Personal reminders
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Read daily questions and answers about restoring faith. Real questions from real people navigating their remembering journey.
  • ✓ Free community
  • ✓ Daily spiritual insights
  • ✓ Anonymous question submission
Contact
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"Understanding your faith elements is the first step to restoring them."
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